The day after the night before.

After I posted last nights post I started falling asleep. My heart was pounding, it wasn't beating fast as such, but just very hard and loud! I started feeling like I was shaking, but I wasn't shaking. And then sleep.... I woke up at about 8:30am this morning. I was dying to pee. So I stumbled out of bed. I managed to walk upstairs to the bathroom. I felt really spaced out. I came back down, put house on and went back to bed. Its 9:30 now, I have come round mostly but my heads still a little cloudy. My limbs feel really weak, my hips are very stiff. I'm extremely dehydrated, I can't stop drinking, which means I won't be able to stop peeing today. The pain in my hips hasn't really gone, but my shoulders are ok. It could take a few days for the effects to show so I'll just have persist and see what goes on.

Bye for now.
Sam x

Amitryptaline diary

Hi again. I am going to document over the next few days how I get on with my painkillers. I went to the doctors yesterday and ended up breaking down in tears and blubbering aloud of rubbish. Any how he ended up upping my Amitryptaline from 20mg to 50mg and I have to take 8 paracetamol a day.

Sooo... I've just taken my new dose 5mins ago... How do I feel? Rubbish... I feel very sick, my eyes are getting very heavy. My room is spinning, not a lot, things are just kinda floating around. If I stand up I get dizzy and light headed.

I'm going to end this now so I can post this before I pass out or something. I'll report back tomorrow and note down how I feel then. When I'm conscious enough to do so anyway.

Choi.